Do I Stand Before Thee

No longer flawless do I stand before thee,
Still just as loveless as I could be,
False sense of justice, to laws I could not see,
No longer me,
Do I stand before thee,

Like the past, the memories too are broken,
Such things can't last, for quiet angels screaming "heathen",
Heart beating fast, but still I'm barely breathin',
Unhealing cast, I guess I'm finally leavin',
No longer me,
Do I stand before thee,

My heart not for you, stone cold, black, rejected,
The ugly true, thing of me you detested,
When from the blue, came all my thoughts corrected,
I must pursue, the voices that left me unprotected,
No longer me,
Do I stand before thee,

They break my dreams, yet promise rest unending,
They sound like screams, accusing me of pretending,
Their outlines gleam, but what I see is with their power lending,
Though it would seem, from them I need defending,
No longer me,
Do I stand before thee,

But it is no longer YOU, who will stand unharmed from me!
Do now I stand before thee,
As your nightmare, fate, enemy...