Today there's rain,
Made me all the more vain,
Anxiety instilling an insane,
Urge to see you again,
I know that you're here,
Just down the stairs- so near,
But I thoroughly fear,
That you might jest and jeer,
You'll be gone when I'm done,
Leave this place with the sun,
So then surely, thanks a ton,
This was magic, this was fun,
Then when I see that you're gone,
It tells me to move on,
Won't be used as your pawn,
...then thoughts repel by next dawn,
So I'll see you in a while,
Two days 'till your next smile,
Leave these feelings in a pile,
That's just me- it's just my style.