On a fast course of destruction,
Careening on the edge of hell,
With thoughts of imperfection,
Thoughts I'll never get to tell,
My body took this like a champion,
But even heroes have their heel,
Powder stinging like a scorpion,
And the nasal linings peel,
Even in this state I love you,
I always was a bit deranged,
And maybe in some ways I got through,
But despite that nothing changed,
I can't exist as just me only,
The purpose for me here is done,
My soul is sick and hurt and lonely,
My moonlit night fades from your sun,
Just know I never planned on hurting,
I've always wanted you to smile,
Wanted to wake within you something,
That you could free you from your trial,
And yes I know it's rather selfish,
But please just grant me one request,
Don't leave me to linger in this anguish,
Save us both from that duress,
I will make peace with your choices,
Because I know you'll be just fine,
You'll be surrounded by those voices,
Young and much sweeter than mine.
Careening on the edge of hell,
With thoughts of imperfection,
Thoughts I'll never get to tell,
My body took this like a champion,
But even heroes have their heel,
Powder stinging like a scorpion,
And the nasal linings peel,
Even in this state I love you,
I always was a bit deranged,
And maybe in some ways I got through,
But despite that nothing changed,
I can't exist as just me only,
The purpose for me here is done,
My soul is sick and hurt and lonely,
My moonlit night fades from your sun,
Just know I never planned on hurting,
I've always wanted you to smile,
Wanted to wake within you something,
That you could free you from your trial,
And yes I know it's rather selfish,
But please just grant me one request,
Don't leave me to linger in this anguish,
Save us both from that duress,
I will make peace with your choices,
Because I know you'll be just fine,
You'll be surrounded by those voices,
Young and much sweeter than mine.