Habitual Humanity

You don't have to say what it is
We both know what it is

And we try instead to think it out
How it came to be about

Asking pointless how's
and where's
and when's 
and why's

And Myers-Briggs
And starry skies

And profound words when someone dies
And seeing soul-like substance in one's eyes

I know how to call a spade, a spade
But I can see a spade
For more than why it was made
And with the cards it was dealt-
I get the ones that it played 
We're both excusing the knife-
When we're cut from the blade

This endless cycle
denies all our pleasures 
Surmounts all the guilt
Glinting off hoardes of treasures 

Behaviors that show some predilection
Alleles and genes that favor some manic addiction 
Are just tools of the trade- 
Systems of our perdition 
Refusing to fade 
I will break this tradition 

Masc

Aimless pent-up rage
Falters to depression 
Dopamine engaged 
In blinding white aggression 
Burning out in flames
Burning out in sheer obsession
These feelings come in waves
Ignorant of any lesson 

You're a Pisces, aren't you?

Till the stars fall from the sky
Till the stars fall from the sky

You will be in my thoughts even after I die

Till the return of the abyss 
Till the return of the abyss 

We'll never erase the scars on our hearts made from each other's nitrogen kiss.